It’s been a month since I’ve seen my Jace*—-. Separation is painful, especially at first. The way we get through our time apart is with our nightly talks. Sometimes we are on the phone into the weee hours. It’s always very comforting to hear voice right before I go to sleep. It’s one part of being together we can share through we are miles apart. Sometimes we are on line and happen to see each other on AOL. When that happens, we instant message each other and then take it to the phone. Sometimes I will keep our conversations. They can be quite entertaining or very loving and romantic. I’m going to share one of them with you. This one talks about how we would meet in the Kosmos. A little explanation about how that works. When we sleep our souls sometimes leave our bodies. Our souls then travel into the Kosmos or on the Astral Plane, where we explore, learn things, converse with others, etc or in our case meet up with each other. Jace*—- could “Surf the Kosmos” as he would call it awake or asleep.
Mermaid3389: hi baby
Mermaid3389: I missed u
Rumpld4skn: hello baby
Rumpld4skn: I missed you, too
Mermaid3389: I almost called u last night after I got back from babysitting
Rumpld4skn: I was here……dreaming, fantasizing of you…..
Mermaid3389: I wanted u to be the last voice I heard before I went to sleep
Mermaid3389: the last thing I said before I went to sleep was “I love you jace*—-“
Rumpld4skn: ahhhhh, but you were, as I replayed our conversation, in my mind…..
Mermaid3389: oh sweetie
Rumpld4skn: and I whispered to the kosmos, “I love you, Cindy”……
Mermaid3389: I think that we were together last night in the kosmos
Rumpld4skn: your bed was really soft, with very soft pillows
Mermaid3389: I know that I didn’t let go of your escense until about 10:30 this morning
Mermaid3389: It’s higher off the ground now
Mermaid3389: I’ve got two mattress and one box spring on it
Rumpld4skn: yes, I was with you, in the kosmos……last night…..
Mermaid3389: I thought so baby
Rumpld4skn: one part was unclear……. Do you have striped sheets?????
Mermaid3389: even after I woke up I couldn’t let u go
Mermaid3389: yes baby
Mermaid3389: just changed the sheets yesterday
Mermaid3389: comforter is still the same as when you were here, beige with seashells
Rumpld4skn: lighting was dim…..
Rumpld4skn: I remember the tenderness of you….. and touching your softness, before I had to leave…..
Rumpld4skn: never let go…..
Mermaid3389: never let go
Mermaid3389: I couldn’t get u off of my mind
Rumpld4skn: hold me close……
Rumpld4skn: as I hold you, ever so closely
Mermaid3389: I will baby and I do
The Magic of You
In the still of the night,
My lover takes flight
Mystically you appear by my side
With a cold gentle breeze
I feel your gentle touch glide over my body
It incases me with your presence and your love
I hold you close and breathe in your essence
Draw you inside of me
At times a slight breeze brushes so softly on my cheek
I know these are your lips giving me a kiss
A feeling I cherish as it speaks of comfort and love
A blanket of cold covers me
It is then I feel you pull on my soul
Inviting me to join you in the Kosmos
I feel my soul leave my body
Joining you in spirit to spend precious time together
You must experience it
To fully understand the blending of the souls
A meeting of the minds and souls
I love you, My Jace*—-
I looked forward and cherished those times we shared, only to have once again to experience you in the same and in many more ways after your passing. How blessed I am to have you.
Next more days apart but a very entertaining story that Jace*—- shared with me.