I got on the plane to Dallas/Fort Worth to catch the flight to San Angelo. We had talked the night before. Jace*---- was very excited and told me that he couldn’t wait to hold me in his arms once again. I have to admit, I too wanted to feel the arms around me that was... Continue Reading →

Forgive me I am jumping way ahead in Our Story, actually about 16 years, but we (Jace*---- and myself) want to gift others with the knowledge that love continues beyond the grave. Have a blessed Christmas and know that your loved ones are always close by even if they are in Heaven. You are never... Continue Reading →

Our conversations became more frequent. Along with that more hints of invites to visit my Jace*----. It was now August, Jace’s*---- birthday month. Before his birthday, he extended the invitation one more time. His invitation went as follows, “Babe, I’d love for you to come out to Texas soon. It would be the best birthday... Continue Reading →

I have a little story….. Before our breakup I had been working on writing a book. It was a romantic novel using Jace*---- and myself as characters, but with fictious names. With this little bit of history, this is where we will start on our blog today. When I spent time with Jace*---- at his... Continue Reading →

Phone calls were no longer so far in between, but they were not everyday either. He never called 2 days in a row and sometimes he would go up to 10 day’s between calls. We always had pleasant conversations. We would talk about his day or mine, what was new with the family, or he... Continue Reading →

Bonus 1st Thanksgiving As I set here writing about my Thanksgiving for my Blog To Know me is to Know my family, going through all of the Thanksgiving with fond memories, I realized that I hadn’t written about the First Thanksgiving with Jace*----. So forgive me this is out of sequence in the story, but... Continue Reading →

The morning after ugh! No, we aren’t talking about a hangover. We are talking about reality and having to deal with a damaged car. When we got home last night, we really didn’t stop to access the damage of the car. One it was a long way home from Arizona to California going a very... Continue Reading →

At the end of our last phone call Jace*---- asked if he would be could continue to call me. I told him yes. I just couldn’t comprehend life without him, yet the fear of being hurt again was to fresh and oh so real. So, time marches on and my indecisiveness continues. But I am... Continue Reading →

It’s been a couple of months since Jace*---- and I broke up. I wish I could say it’s getting better but I am still trying to find my balance without him in my life. The only way I can convince myself that I will survive this is to know that we will have future lifetimes... Continue Reading →

January 6th, 2004 It’s been 2 days since the breakup and I am still reeling. I miss you terribly but I will not reach out to you, no matter what. It hurts to much. My phone rings shortly after I wake up. It is my sister Janice. She has informed me that our Dad has... Continue Reading →