We had been talking a lot about when we would be able to see each other again. We were really missing each other. We craved the closeness, the physical interaction. We loved our nightly conversations, but for me they didn’t replace his touch, his smile and those beautiful eyes. We had been throwing around ideas.... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: Abilities (12)
It was December 2002 and it had been 2 months since I kissed his lips, felt his arms around me or cuddled him in bed. Looking back, I can’t believe that we waited almost a year before we meet each other face to face, it was far too long. Even just two months seemed like... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: See you in the Kosmos (11)
It’s was the beginning of November 2002, and my Jace*---- is back in San Angelo. He was so happy to be home and I was happy that he is was there also. He could finally relax and feel free to be himself. We were back to our marathon phone calls and instant messaging each other... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: Hello Again (10)
It was Monday morning, October 7th, 2002, my first day back in California. I so missed sleeping with my Jace*---- last night. It felt so empty in my bed without him next to me and I had such a difficult time falling asleep. It was early but I called him at work. I just needed... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: Leavin on a Jet Plane (9)
Still in his arms at the Wichita Falls airport, it was time to make my way into the “plexiglass room” to prepare for boarding. This was the room that separated me from the man I wanted to be my forever. With tears streaming down my face, Jace*---- watched me through the thick wall of plastic.... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: Don’t Think of it as Goodbye (8)
As promised the sun rose once again, unfortunately time stands still for no man. It was Sunday, October 6th. We woke up in each other’s arms, just as we had fallen asleep the night before. Had we even moved during the night? It was apparent that he didn’t want to let each other go, even... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: If Tomorrow Never Comes (7)
Morning came and along with it came a change in our usual interaction with each other. There was no playfulness, not the same intensity of happiness, and not many words were exchanged between us. We embraced each other as heaviness lingered over us. The end of our time together was coming closer, we both were... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: He Called Me Love (6)
Morning came after another incredible night of making love. Never in my 51 years had I experienced a man who new a woman’s body like my Jace*---- did. He was such a considerate, gentle yet passionate lover. He knew exactly what to do to please me. Just how far to use his experience because he... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: A Ride Down Memory Lane (5)
Our phone conversations were something I looked forward to each day. I couldn’t wait to hear his voice. Often, he would be the last voice I heard before I went to sleep. And here I was face to face with the love of my life, it made our relationship that much stronger and real. I... Continue Reading →
Our Story from Start to Beyond the Grave: The Morning After (4)
After a wonderfully long night of love making, the morning came too soon. Jace*---- had to go to work so it was an early rise. I awoke to an alarm. Then I heard his voice. The voice that gave me happiness, a feeling of being safe, a sense of calm. Still in bed, he said,... Continue Reading →
Road That Led Me Here 