The plans we made were magical. Anyway, it felt that way to me. How some day we would live together, sharing a space, how we would decorate our home, what I would bring to it and what he wanted to have in it. One of the things Jace*---- wanted was his Grandparents kitchen table. It... Continue Reading →

Jace blog 73 Did I hear that right? Jace*---- was doing well at his new job, getting adjusted and happy to be working. That made me happy too. Things seem to be looking brighter. We had only a few days left before I was to go back to Cali. That always brought sadness to both... Continue Reading →

As I mentioned before this would be the longest amount of time that Jace*---- and I spent together since we meet. Three of the four weeks, we spent together night and day. We did well together. There were no disagreements, we were very comfortable together. Looking back at our time together I now realize that... Continue Reading →

Time was closing in for my trip to San Angelo. I was looking forward to our time together with much happiness. Then came the phone call from my Jace*----. Seems that he and his boss had gotten into a big fight. Jace*---- had approached him on the fact that all of the companies that his... Continue Reading →

We were back to talking every night for hours at a time. Most of the time we would share our days, he’d tell me the histories of his life (mostly humorous), people we knew or our hopes and dreams of being together for the rest of our lives. As the days went by, which turned... Continue Reading →

The visit opened up a new beginning for Jace*---- and myself. When we first meet someone often, we put our best self forward. I myself, was guilty of that in my relationship with Jace*----. My first husband was physically and mentally abusive. That does a number on an individual. Henceforth my feelings of lack of... Continue Reading →

The next day I had my flight home. We had just had a break through, or at least I did. Even though it was always, and I mean always hard to leave Jace*---- this time was even more so. We got up, mostly in silence which was not unusual on the days that we would... Continue Reading →

Things were coming along for Jace*---- and myself as we tried to work through insecurities as to if we could fix this thing, we once called love. Don’t get me wrong, I still loved Jace*---- with all my heart and soul, I knew that he was the one and no one would ever be able... Continue Reading →

The next couple of days we spent with just each other. Trying to repair what had been lost in the months that we had spent apart.  We were trying to catch up on what had happened and how we were going to make this time even better. While he was at work, I spent my... Continue Reading →

As the sun came up on day two, I woke up to a sleeping Jace*---- cuddling very closely to me. His arms surrounded me. He seemed very content. I just laid there, trying to decide if I wanted to get up and start the new day or just remain in his arms, hoping for the... Continue Reading →